For a brief, shining moment, I had hope. Then, somewhere along the way, I messed up big-time. So now I have a right to be depressed. IT'S MY SUBDOMAIN, GODDAMN YOU ALL. Yeah, I should probably shut up. Some cognac, my pipe and a good book await me. All right, I made that up. But it sure would be nice to sit in front of the fireplace with a good book now; at least it'd take my mind off of the world that is very quickly coming down around me after that brief couple of days that seemed to offer 2004 some stability.
School doesn't help at all, the bastardly institution. I hate it, I hate the homework for it, and goddamn do I hate everything right now. I guess I have to learn to cope with things in general, but until then, goddamn.